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Wednesday, June 11, 2008
@ 10:56 PM

I expected the expected.
What more can I say?

I alrdy guessed it was just a 'play' thing from the start.
But I still let myself into it. Why?

Cause like he said, ' I'm not your ex, I should get an equal amount of trust '
And I gave it to him.

Stupid? Thats how convincing guys can get when they're out to play you.

And what happens now?

I think I totally deserve it.

Because....... I shouldn't even have made that STUPID decision I chose 2 years ago.

I was his first heartbreak.
He was my life's biggest regret.

Anyway, I just feel like typing 3 words out here,
but we'll see how things goes first.



At least I know now that this is how far my life will go, how much happiness my life can only contain. Now who said my life isn't cursed?

I think it is.

We made plans to grow old,
believe me there was truth in all those stories that I told.
Lost in a simple game cat and mouse,
are we the same people as before this came to light?
Am I supposed to be happy,
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.....


I'm speechless, yet again, although I saw this coming.
I just feel like running across the road and let a car bang me now.
I guess its fine to post this up since its over.



doraemon says:
21?!?!??!?!?!??
doraemon says:
?!?!?!?!??
doraemon says:
21 leh?
doraemon says:
?!?!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?
doraemon says:
21
doraemon says:
EH
doraemon says:
WAKE UP!!
doraemon says:
lets face reality okayy? how do you expect a 21 y/o guy to be serious about a 16 y/o girl?
bibs(: upyrass.blgspt says:
well
bibs(: upyrass.blgspt says:
not all guys are like tat?
bibs(: upyrass.blgspt says:
lol
doraemon says:
okay la
doraemon says:
but
doraemon says:
1 guy out of like
doraemon says:
42314143215 3452343141341341343 guys?
doraemon says:
!!!


I want to... Cry? Die? Punch? Laugh? Stab? Cut? Kill?

And I feel like pulling out all the vulgarities that I know from my vocabulary.
Maybe next post.



DEREK KIM(: