Wednesday, June 11, 2008

@ 10:56 PM

I expected the expected.
What more can I say?

I alrdy guessed it was just a 'play' thing from the start.
But I still let myself into it. Why?

Cause like he said, ' I'm not your ex, I should get an equal amount of trust '
And I gave it to him.

Stupid? Thats how convincing guys can get when they're out to play you.

And what happens now?

I think I totally deserve it.

Because....... I shouldn't even have made that STUPID decision I chose 2 years ago.

I was his first heartbreak.
He was my life's biggest regret.

Anyway, I just feel like typing 3 words out here,
but we'll see how things goes first.



At least I know now that this is how far my life will go, how much happiness my life can only contain. Now who said my life isn't cursed?

I think it is.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

@ 10:56 PM

I expected the expected.
What more can I say?

I alrdy guessed it was just a 'play' thing from the start.
But I still let myself into it. Why?

Cause like he said, ' I'm not your ex, I should get an equal amount of trust '
And I gave it to him.

Stupid? Thats how convincing guys can get when they're out to play you.

And what happens now?

I think I totally deserve it.

Because....... I shouldn't even have made that STUPID decision I chose 2 years ago.

I was his first heartbreak.
He was my life's biggest regret.

Anyway, I just feel like typing 3 words out here,
but we'll see how things goes first.



At least I know now that this is how far my life will go, how much happiness my life can only contain. Now who said my life isn't cursed?

I think it is.